Without my left arm: and it is not even a dream

Has your left arm ever felt so numb – till the point where you cannot control the entire arm+fingers, rather like having a piece of heavy rubber attached to your shoulder? I have T_T

The sensation, or the lack of it, was rather awful. I SERIOUSLY thought my arm was gone. No sensation, no movement, felt like having a warm heavy rubber attached to me. When I got up from bed, I tried moving it, frantically. My arm swang. Not very funny. *T_T* So I started massaging my arm, while being half-awake, and praying hard my arm will resuscitate. After a minute or so (maybe shorter), I could feel a different sensation flowing from my shoulders down to my fingers.*happy*

At this point, I thought, it’s 5am, I should sleep. And as I laid back down, my entire arm had pins and needles. *T_T* not a fun morning…. Frankly speaking, everyone has had a numb, sensationalless feet or hand at some point of their life. Me too. Trust me, this is different.

Junki + Suju + AYU + DBSK

3 concerts for summer! So excited and so broke 🙂

Lee Jun Ki 2009 in Japan for Splendor (Junki’s Episode II) @ パシフィコ横浜!Most expensive amongst all my tickets. I didnt know JunKi had an album, but now I do. It’s called J Style. And I just got to know he has a rather agressive fanclub here in Japan too. O.o Well this concert is more of a meeting for the fans (“Splendor” is the name of the official fanclub) ❤

Although Junki’s concert is the first in line, I am already all pumped up for Super Junior’s Sorry Sorry concert! Not sure why, but it seems like the evening concert on sunday does not seem to be as popular as the other concerts that I am going. I can even get tickets lower than the original price! O.o Which is bad, since I have already got mine.

GLAMOROUS SKY by 中岛美嘉

原唱:中岛美嘉  翻唱/后期:LALA

開け放した窓に 廻る乱舞のDEEP SKY
AH 仰いで…

「繰り返す日々に 何の意味があるの?」
AH 叫んで
飛び出す GO
履き潰した ROCKING SHOES
跳ね上げる PUDDLE
フラッシュバック
君は CLEVER
AH,REMEMBER

あの虹を渡って あの朝に帰りたい
あの夢を並べて 二人歩いた GLAMOROUS DAYS

「明け渡した愛に 何の価値もないの?」
AH 嘆いて
吐き出す GO
飲み干して ROCK’N’ROLL
息上がる BATTLE
フラッシュバック
君の FLAVOR
AH, REMEMBER

あの星を集めて この胸に飾りたい
あの夢を繋いで 二人踊った GLAMOROUS DAYS

眠れないよ!

SUNDAY MONDAY
稲妻 TUESDAY
WEDNESDAY THURSDAY
雪花
FRIDAY SATURDAY
七色 EVERYDAY
闇雲 消える FULL MOON
応えて 僕の声に

あの雲を払って 君の未来照らしたい
この夢を抱えて 一人歩くよ GLORIOUS DAYS

あの虹を渡って あの朝に帰りたい
あの夢を並べて 二人歩いた GLAMOROUS DAYS

GLAMOROUS SKY

akebanashita mado ni,  mawaru ranbu no DEEP SKY
AH… aoi de

kurikaesuhibini, nan no imi ga aru no
AH… sakende
tobidasugo

hakitubushita ROCKING SHOES
haneageru PUDDLE
FLASHBACK
kimi ha CLEVER
AH… REMEMBER

ano niji wo watatte ano asa ni kaeritai
ano yume wo narabete futari aruita GLAMOROUS DAYS

akewatashita ai ni, nan no kachimo nai no
AH… nageite
hakidasu GO
nomihoshite ROCK&ROLL
ikiagaru BATTLE
FLASHBACK
kimi no FLAVOR
AH… REMEMBER

ano hoshi wo atsumete, konomune ni kazaritai
ano yume wo tsunaide,  futari odotta GLAMOROUS DAYS

SUNDAY MONDAY inotuma TUESDAY
WEDNESDAY THURSDAY yukibana
FRIDAY SATURDAY nanairo EVERYTHING
yami kumo kieru FULL MOON, kotaete boku no koe ni

ano kumo wo haratte kimi no mirai terashi tai
kono yume wo kakaete hitori arukuyo GLORIOUS DAYS

ano niji wo wataete ano asa ni kaeritai
ano yume wo narabete futaride aruita GLAMOROUS DAYS
GLAMOROUS SKY

ENDLESS STORY by REIRA starring YUNA ITO

作詞:Dawn Ann Thomas
作曲:Dawn Ann Thomas

If you haven’t changed your mind
そばにいてほしいよ Tonight
強がることに疲れたの
幼すぎたの
Every time I think about you baby
今なら言える I miss you
It’s so hard to say I’m sorry

※たとえば誰かのためじゃなく
あなたのために 歌いたいこの歌を
終わらないstory 続くこの輝きに
Always 伝えたい ずっと永遠に※

Memories of our time together
消さないでこのまま don’t go away
あたたかく溶けだして 確かめるの
優しさのしずく この胸にひろがってく
切ないほどに I’m missin’ you
重ねた手 離さないで

たとえば叶うなら もう一度
あなたのために 歌いたいこの歌を
終わらないstory 絶え間ない愛しさで
tell me why 教えてよずっと永遠に

(※くり返し)

Dr Ci Labo V^.^V

Highly recommended for people like me with sensitive skin. 🙂 Also, what’s great about it is, there is no hassle at all… just one item is sufficient. Previously I had to use the toner+whitening lotion+moisturiser, but now all I need is one Aqua-Collagen-Gel, very economical too :).

The site: http://www.ci-labo.com/

What’s interesting is, they have a few campaigns going on right now as it is the 10th anniversary this year, so I cant help but blog about it. I think it is only available for people living in Japan…

1. For limited sets only, there is a special combo campaign for a extra large size for the Aqua-Collage-Gel product. You could save up to approximately 9000 yen in total! I did 🙂

http://www.ci-labo.com/campaign/10th_big2/

2. Again, for limited sets only, for 10000 yen,  you get a bag of products worth 25000 yen though you wouldnt know exactly what would be in the bag.

http://www.ci-labo.com/campaign/10th_fukubukuro/

3. You can also get samples for free!! Very decent package.

http://www.ci-labo.com/cishop/sample/

The new ningzheaven

And so… my previous site location ningzheaven.net is currently no longer in use, as I was a little fed up with the system coupled with the lack of funds.

I thought perhaps I should stop blogging altogether, afterall, I have been neglecting it for the past year or so.

However, over the last couple weeks, I felt the need and urge to express myself. Even though I know there are other channels with a larger audience such as Twitter.com, or Facebook.com, I still prefer to have a personalized and dedicated blog.

So here I am with ningzheaven.wordpress.com. This blog might be temporary, till I get my hands on another server with a slightly different site address. Not decided yet. Till then I will reload my previous posts on this site 🙂